Current mood:	sad
Current music:	"Because of You"

*sigh*
well.. im not really happy rite now..

uhh sumone left a comment on one of my entries.. to answer ur question.. no nuthing is happening between us and they aren't together nemore..

oh yea and the other comment.. i kno who u are.. but dont gimme ur bs rite now.. i never even sed u were "gonna cry over me" read the fine print it doesnt say "over me".. ur jus mad cuz i got rid of ur ass.. and get over it.. if ur not mad.. then thats kinda messed up cuz it goes to show how much u cared bout ur ex.. oh wait i forgot.. werent u messing around behind his back?? well wen u answer that question i got a little surprise for u..

honestly.. i really dnt kno nemore.. i wonder how many times i sed this in my journal.. but i think im gonna start thinking of moving on.. the person that i love hates everything thats happening.. he cant accept what happend.. hmm and he told me to find someone who can.. so mayb i should.. u'd think that if someone told u they loved u they would be willing to accept what happend.. but gess wat.. its a lie.. unless their lying bout their feelings.. *sigh* idk.. im gonna see how things go.. rite now things are getting really bad and idk how much more im willing to take.. i love that person but if he cant accept things.. and if he wants me to change sumthing that i've been trying to change but hasnt worked.. then i gess i should jus find someone who can.. i kno i may have the worse attitude.. and trust me i have been trying to fix that.. but no matter how hard i try.. i jus snap.. theres always sumthing that would trigger it.. i mean i try so hard to stay calm but then things start to get out of hand and there are things that i cant stay calm about.. if you dont like it then y should i bother.. if u want me to find someone else.. then mayb i should.. cuz i really dont want u to stay with something that you dont even like.. and if u say that u dont wanna walk away for whatever reason then mayb i should.. i kno u hate everything.. and u should kno by now that i cant really change no matter how hard i try.. u jus cant accept it.. so then im gone.. out of ur life.. u can go find someone whos willing to do whatever you tell them to do without giving you any trouble bout it.. cuz u tell me to do sumthing thats so hard for me to do.. yea i try but it wont last.. *sigh* no nvm.. forget it.. stop trying.. im giving up on everything.. im gonna try my best to stay away from you so you dont have to deal with all this misery... bye..

well well well.. looks like a little birdie popped out of the sky agen.. and this time it'll finally gimme me a break from nagging my frens all the time.. alvin u probably kno wat im talking bout cuz i nag on u the most.. hehe.. well i dont have to nemore.. u probably kno y.. yup.. i finally kno.. my answer that i keep asking u has finally been answered.. see i told u i was gonna find out.. and i told u how.. haha gess wat.. it worked agen.. hehe.. finally.. ok thats one question to get rid of.. now i have another one.. wat the heck was going on?? cuz im really confused.. cuz wen i found my answer it came along with some questions.. as always.. theres always a catch to find out an answer.. dammit.. now i needa kno the answer for this one.. most of u people are probably lost but ill tell u, if i feel like it.. and if u ask..

8:50 p.m.
well i jus got home from church a couple of minutes ago.. *sigh* man tomorrow is the last day of skool.. imma miss my frens.. its gona be a long vacation.. and a boring one too.. oh well.. i gess im jus gonna have to make the best of it.. oh yea i forgot.. earlier vina talked to me.. and she asked if sumthing was going on between me and kev.. and i told her that there was suppose to but things were getting messed up.. i think she was kinda mad cuz she didnt kno that.. but she doesnt kno nething.. im thinking bout whether or not i should tell her the truth.. oh well.. we'll jus have to see...