dammit..
damm i had like this super long entry but it got deleted so i have to retype it..

well i was online at like 1:30 then i called kevin at around 2.. and we hung up at around 3 cuz he was getting sleepy..

ok so i woke up around 9 or 9:30.. then i calld christina to say happy birthday.. then i watched tv alittle.. then around 11 i got ready to go to the mall.. then i talked to kevin at around 12:30.. then i left around 1.. wen i got to the mall i walked around a little.. then i stayed at the railing to wait for kevin.. and i got tired of waiting there so we went to the center court to see what was happening.. then we went back to the railing and i saw kevin.. then i had to go to my auntie and kevin ditched me cuz he sed it seemed like i didnt want him there.. then i saw him agen and we kinda talked.. i was kinda mad cuz he came late and i wanted to watch a movie with him but i had to watch harry potter.. then wen me and my cuzin went in line i was kinda tearing and my cuzin looked mad.. so my auntie gave us our ticket and told us to come back by 5:30.. then i went to payless to find kevin.. then we walked around a little.. then around 4 he bought a ticket to watch troy.. and i sneaked in with him.. hehe.. and i aint gonna say wat happend in there but yea.. then around 5 he had to leave so we ditched the movie and i went into the harry potter theater.. and it ended at like 5:45.. then i went to buy a drink and i saw kevin.. so i stayed with him while my cuzin was buying food... then kevin told me he saw vina.. then i went to talk to my cuzin and wen i turned around i saw vina.. i think she gave me a bad look.. not too sure.. and i think she saw me with kevin.. and she looked sad or mad everytime i saw her after that.. then i gave kevin a kiss and i had to go.. i wanted him to walk me to the door but wen i went back his fren told me he left alredy.. and yea.. now im home.. hehe.. ok i think imma call kev now.. bye..

11:23 p.m.
well im bored.. and im listening to music.. as usual.. man this summer sucks.. well i jus hung up on kev like 20 minutes ago and we got into another argument.. cuz i was talking smack bout his so called best fren.. well idk yea its talking smack but its the truth.. i mean foreal.. who in their rite mind would flirt with their cuzins boifren behind their back.. thats pretty messed up dont u think.. heck i'd be super pissed if that was me.. but my cuzins arent the messed up.. kevin's probably getting mad even more jus reading this thing.. but oh well.. its not my problem.. and hes getting mad cuz he doesnt want people to kno that we still talk to/see each other.. i dont get it tho.. cuz hello people can see us at the mall.. so wat difference does it make here.. *sigh* idk..

newaise.. tomorrow is the parade.. hmm i hope my escort comes on time.. its at 5:00 at skinner's plaza.. hmm.. hope it doesnt rain.. oh yea haha i found out that chavez is holding the arch for his auntie.. haha wat a coincidence.. he jus saw my scn and he told me.. so im probably gonna see him tomorrow.. well this is it i ges..

11:54
shet its only been wat?? 50 minutes.. and alredy we got into another argument.. pretty fast huh.. well i gess thats the big "WOW" in our relationship.. he says all i ever do is get mad.. well then y the heck do u still talk to me?? if u dont wanna deal with it.. then y do u even call?? oh shet.. i forgot im the one who calls not u.. ok im sory.. since u dont wanna deal with my bull then i'l stop calling u.. is that ok with u?? of course.. thats probably wat u wnt.. ok then.. il stop.. jus to put u out of ur misery.. u happy now??