Current mood:	sad
Current music:	For All Time- Saluna

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well rite now im super bored.. this whole day the only person that i talked to on the phone was jaymee.. and i jus chatted with a couple of people online.. well nuthing interesting to talk bout.. i went to sleep around 12 sumthing last nite cuz i couldnt sleep.. i was jus laying down on my bed staring at the ceiling.. then.. jaymee called.. i jus talked to her.. cuz i really needed someone to talk to.. and idk.. she couldnt really say nething.. but im glad that i talked to her.. cuz idk wat i would've done if i jus kept everything in.. well.. i woke up like super early today cuz i heard my mom and dad inside my room.. and i couldnt go back to sleep.. *sigh* wat to do.. i think im going to perez acres tonite for our family thing.. i think were gonna go nite swimming.. idk if i feel like going tho.. but then agen i have to.. rite now.. all i can hear is my music and all these kids yelling and screaming.. dam i think im gonna go deaf soon in this house cuz of these kids..

"I wonder if he ever thinks of me,
So I even matter to him at all,
Without him I wonder what I would be,
My life and my world would be very small,
Does he love me with all his heart and soul,
Does he care for me even a little,
If not my heart would be left with a hole,
This feeling I have is like a riddle,
I wonder what is he doing rite now,
Is he listening to our special song,
The one that was played when he made his vow,
When I knew he was the one all along,
To my love I dedicate this one line,
I will love you because you are mine."

"I have always lovedthis one guy dearly,
He came back to my life 3 years ago,
He means so much and I want him neat me,
But where is he right now, 'Where did you go?'
I have thought about the guy of my dreams,
I wondered about the day we would meet,
When I met him that day I know it seems,
Impossible but I felt my heart beat,
My heart beats so fast, my feelings for him,
Are growing stronger and deeper each day,
I'm telling you now I really miss him,
So much that I can't speak the words to say,
The gift that was sent to me from heaven,
Was a great and loving guy name ******************."

9:42 p.m.
well i jus got home from perez acres a few minutes ago.. man im hot.. imma take a cold shower later.. well i saw my fren clariza.. i havent seen her in a while.. and yea i went swimming a little.. but most of the time i was staring at my cellphone.. pretty stoopid huh.. im at a pool but i waste my time looking at my cell.. *sigh* oh well.. the dam reception was bad so i gave up.. and yea.. i had fun.. it was good to get my mind off some things.. i also talked to grace today.. haha cuz i called her a couple of days ago and she knew something was wrong and she only called today.. haha i was asking her how come she didnt jus go to my house and she sed cuz she was lazy.. haha well thats grace.. haha she was like "did u bake cookies? how bout brownies? did u bake nething?" haha she likes it wen i bake cuz it gives her some junk food to eat.. and she was like "you kno wen ur sad ur suppose to bake" haha oh well.. sorry grace i didnt bake.. dont have all the ingredients that i need..

newaise.. im kinda bored rite now.. agen.. i tried calling my fren jaymee but she isnt home yet.. mayb i'l try calling her later.. man oh man.. wat is there to do?? i kno.. nuthing.. i wonder if were still having that clinic.. i wanna get out of this house.. oh crap i was suppose to go with grace to her orientation tomorrow.. hmm oh well.. i dont think imma go nemore.. well i think this is it for now.. imma go finish my brownie.. ooo sweets, chocolate :P yummy...